james

heres my story: so anyone who knows me knows that over the course of my life, ive been the shy one, the one that holds back when it comes to guys. Truth was, i was afraid of rejection. As I got older, I was pretty much just doing my thing, didnt care of finding the one, didnt mind that I was 24 and never experienced what it felt like to be in a relationship. I always told myself, that if a guy was really into you that he would show it and that he would find you. Little did I know this was going to happen to me. That he would find me, fall in love with me and make me the happiest girl in the world.

I came back from the Philippines in May after a three week vacation and I had a friend who I was speaking to but never really thought anything of it. Ive known him since highschool days but always thought he was too AWESOME for me. We lost touch but working on a scrapbook at 5am sealed the deal. A facebook message later, we started talking. I was a little hesitant to chill with this one boy because I didnt know what to expect, has it been really 10 years since I last saw him, was he still the same guy. I had all these questions in my head, but I wanted to get to know him a little better.

Anyways, fast forward to today, 13 months later, I am with that boy who stole my heart. He is the one that still makes me weak in the knees, the one that still gives me butterflies, the one who turns everything right side up when everything is upside down, and the one who is always going to have my heart. I am so honored that I can call him my boyfriend. He has this amazing heart, this perfect soul and his genius of a mind. Being in love is such an incredible feeling and I wouldnt ask for more.

YOU are perfect in everyway possible and I cannot wait to share my future with you. Thank you for being you and for loving me the way you do. I love you.

day off

i woke up this morning to the sound of my mom yelling. its my day off. 930 rolls around, im awake. damn. i didnt get too much sleep the night before. my sister flopped on me last minute, so i went back to sleep. its noon and i wake up. i was going to make plans to go to pacific mall, but instead i clean some more (i was cleaning the night before, maybe thats why my back was in pain). later on in the day i did the groceries. for some reason, food shopping is therepy for me. i knew what i needed to get and wasnt in there for too long. when i got home i made some rice krispy squares because i had marshmellows in my room that were just sitting there. made seasoned chicken and steamed vegetables for dinner with salad. i really enjoyed making dinner today, i usually dont have time to do it after work but im glad i had the chance to. tomorrows another day of work. its a continuous cycle.

Okay, I admit it, i am not the best blogger in the world because i dont blog on a consistant basis. I deleted the look of my old blog and erased everything because I wanted to make it look decent. I am hoping to use this blog as an outlet to just let it all out.

xo
neens